:/

I have this nagging feeling that the thing in my mouth isn't just an ulcer.

I mean, I know I get paranoid about stupid things like this a lot, but what if it is? What if?! What if it's something really bad and contagious and disgusting and I've given it to/gotten it from Zayden? I know that couldn't be, unless one of us is unfaithful, which I'm not and I'm sure he isn't.
Eurgh, it just makes me feel gross and unclean. I can't eat properly with it and my cheek is swollen. It's a big pinky-white lump, pearly with a big yellow circle. It sits in an akward place, not on my gums and not on my cheek, right down the bottom. It has that coppery-blood taste, and when I take my tongue off of it, it tends to cane like a bitch.

BLARGH FUCK JUST GO AWAY STUPID WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE!


/rage