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I'M FUCKING TRYING AS HARD AS I CAN, I WANT TO BELIEVE YOU! I'M TRYING AND TRYING AND TRYING! I CAN'T HELP BUT HAVE MY DOUBTS, YOU'RE NOT EXACTLY BOYFRIEND OF THE YEAR! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING, I JUST WANT TO CRY AND HIT MY HEAD ON THE TABLE!
I'M TRYING!!!!1!!