- Anaa. Jordan Rodzaj; you are the best thing in my life. <3
*Sex is a difficult thing.
Zayden was the only guy I've ever been solidly intimate with over a period of time. I'm used to having sex with guys I barely know and never having to see them again. I don't like people seeing me as vulnerable as I am in bed.
Its hard, teaching someone else what I like. Because I had someone I'd settled into and expected to be with for actual /ever/, you know? I had someone who knew me completely inside and out, and it was hard letting that happen. I don't like letting people in, at all. He left me, completely obliterated a part of me inside. It's so fucking hard opening up and having feelings for someone else, when I've felt so loyal to him and only him.
I don't want to go through this whole process again, I want you to just know me already. Which frustrates me, because you need the chance to learn and grow with me. I'm not a patient person, at all.
I just love you so much, already. And that frightens me a fair bit.
Jordann. I love you Anastasia <3 says:
*mhm yeah
- Anaa. Jordan Rodzaj; you are the best thing in my life. <3
*oh come on.
Jordann. I love you Anastasia <3 says:
*i understand
- Anaa. Jordan Rodzaj; you are the best thing in my life. <3
*i poured my heart out there.
Jordann. I love you Anastasia <3 says:
*wait for it
*haha
*but yeah
*hmm.
- Anaa. Jordan Rodzaj; you are the best thing in my life. <3
*take your time.
<3 Jordann. I love you Anastasia <3 says:
*<3
*Look, I don't really know what zayden was like when you were with him, and i've never had anyone like me back enough to do anything, so i cant really relate that well to what you feel like, and im sorry i dont know everything yet. i'll do my best i promise<3 I dont think i'm the best guy and i sometiems make mistakes but deep down i know how to treat someone, and i love you and care about you, so -
*we can get to a point where we can have sex and know what we like, but actually you having a guy that can treat you right
*i dont know much about that situation, and to be honest
*i havent known you for that long really
*but i just want you to get what you deserve
*which is top quality
*hopefully i can actually give though
*but il try ^-^
*i love you ana
*<3