I am mad at Arran.

I can't go out drinking, because of these meds. Which also make me insanely tired, as it seems.
And you know, he asked me to come out with him, and I really wanted to. So I told him to go out and have fun, atleast one of us could. And he did.
Iono, it just makes me really miss Zayden. Whenever I couldn't go out, he'd stay in with me and cheer me up. Or come to mine after going out for a bit.

Instead, I get to stay home, alone & by myself.
Think I'll go cut myself.