I guess this is a suicide letter.

To my extended family;
You never once understood, you didn't want me and you blamed me. Maybe now I'm not such a burden on you.

To my bestfriends, Skye and James;
No matter what, stick together. I'm sorry I did this to you. You were everything to me.

To William;
I'm sorry I did this to you. Behave, listen to BMTH. You can have all my stuff, including my room. I love you, look after Lui and Mum.

Mum;
It's not your fault.

Zayden;
I lied. I loved you til the end.
I hope you find happiness and someone who will love you like I did.

Jordan;
I'm sorry. I love you. This isn't your fault.
Let yourself be happy.

Dwayne, Corey, Rosalyn, Thomas, Max, Arran, Liam, Finnigan, Shannyn & anyone else I forgot;
I'm sorry I couldn't let you in. You are all very important to me.

I love you.